Everywhere but here.

I feel the world around me buzzing constantly. The excitement of new things, people, opportunities are in the air. Yet I feel like a prisoner in my domain, not allowed to partake in all of the excitement on the other side. It is as if the gears churning in my mind slowed, ceased to turn, not allowing me to find my path that will lead me to a new, more meaningful life. Everything around me blurs in hues of gray, blending together, only what is right in front of me, what is monotonous, what is bland is what is clear to me. I need for the sun to shine my way once more and melt the bars holding me hostage, to put life and imagination back into my stagnant state of mind, and to clear my eyes so I can begin to notice all that is around me. Only when this happens I feel I will have the tools necisary to get back on that path and find myself, find the life I was meant to lead.