Moments of Clarity

I just recently got back from vacation, and was not ready to come home (who ever is though). But honestly, if I had my way I would have never came back. I didn't go anywhere exotic, foreign, or touristy, just a normal place where people lead normal lives. It is a place I see myself in when I close my eyes, and not just because it's different, but because when I am there everything feels right. The trip in itself was like a moment of clarity. I realized that even if I don't end up there, I need to change a lot of things here, that I need to start taking actions to take my life into my own hands rather than to let life roll me where pleases and just being satisfied with that. I'm not happy that way. It won't be easy, but then again what ever is? Sometimes you just need to get the hell away and readjust your focus to be able to see the big picture.